What Does This Say About Mind? (Wait and See)

by Presence

          The state of being immersed in “what is,” is like a state of consistently “waiting to see.” This is not a mindstate because it is the awareness that one is not in a mindstate (a pre-conditioned tendency), because the mind is not focused on thought (which gives rise to tendencies). The mind is empty, focused on nothing, “waiting and seeing”  whatever arises in the mind, or in the present moment.

As long as there is “waiting and seeing” there is not a state of mind, because to wait and see what happens, continuously, even as something is happening, or a thought is arising, waiting and seeing resiliently allows whatever arises to pass away. There is no one, no ego, expecting to see anything.

One remains waiting and seeing the present moment alone and whenever it is realized that the awareness of the present moment is absent, because a thought arose, all five senses are reinstated, and one waits to see if they diminish. While waiting to see if perception diminishes, there is pure, present, effortless perception.

Should a thought linger and the mind remain focused in that for a while, and upon perceiving that the ego should reprimand oneself for entering this tendency, that would be entering a mindstate!

Waiting and seeing, it is obvious that any word or thought that enters the mind destroys awareness, because the mind activates with a single word, a single thought, and begins to pay attention to mental commentary.

Once in this beautiful absence of separation, if the mind focuses on examining the state of mind, the state of mind disappears. If the mind tries to understand itself further with thinking, the effortless mind-state is gone along with the present moment, because it is effortless.

Waiting and seeing is easy, realize that it is characterized by being easy. If it is hard it is not waiting and seeing. Sense the easiness, and be aware of the state of the mind and body at all times. Don’t even think about the easiness, which would create tension and make it hard. And once it becomes hard, trying to make it easy again makes it harder.

Be aware that you are not letting yourself get in the way. But also be aware that doing that is letting yourself get in the way.

The cycle of thought does not end until one experiences effortlessness; the more the mind thinks, the more it has to think about!